Thursday, 12 November 2026

Turning Colder

As the day's gone on, it has turned incredibly chilly here. The ground is carpeted with leaves in all shades of red, gold and brown and definitely looks like autumn but the temperature reminds me that winter will soon be here. 


I left work a little earlier this evening, and got to experience the most gorgeous sunset. The fields were cast with a beautiful golden light. Not that the sheep, busy grazing in the fields, were in any way impressed, and the black farm cat simply glowered at me from along the track. It wasn't until I reached the end of the lane that I realised the roads had been gritted. We must be anticipating an icy start in the morning. 

The few weeks have seen the arrival of darker evenings. Most days see me both leaving and arriving home in the dark, so I have to be extra careful to ensure I'm getting enough time outdoors. I begin to feel twitchy if I don't but I find it difficult to motivate myself to go out again, once I get home to a warm and cosy house.

The weeks are flying by, and I am becoming increasingly frustrated with my absence here. Time is something I have very little of just now, as I continue to be pulled in several directions. Still, it won't be forever, and I feel grateful for everything that I do have. I am making the most of the autumn weather and taking comfort in the everyday - lighting my candles in an evening, cosying up under a blanket, and rediscovering my joy of baking. This week I made the most simple chocolate chip shortbread biscuits, which were ready in no time at all, but tasted oh-so-delicious.


A couple of weeks ago, we enjoyed a short stay in North Yorkshire. I booked the cutest little house, conveniently situated between Harrogate and Knaresborough. Lily says our trips at this time of year are her favourite, as I make things as relaxing as possible - not too far to travel, some gentle autumn walks, and a crackling fire to curl up beside in an evening - 'wholesome' activities, according to my eldest. Thankfully, the timing of our visit meant that the stormy weather had already passed, but as our first day there was still a little wet, we made good use of our time by walking into Harrogate. Here, we visited Bettys, where we treated ourselves to some scones, macaroons and a gingerbread bat. We also spent far too long in one of my favourite stores, looking at the Christmas section. There were so many beautiful items to look at, that I had to go back again a couple of days later, just to make certain that I had seen everything. And I managed to return home with just some cute ceramic trees, a festive mug and a new tree decoration. 


The following day, we enjoyed a walk along the river in Knaresborough. Such a beautiful little town, and too many years since I had last visited. We stopped off at a small cafe there for a warming hot chocolate. 









Our favourite, however, was Brimham Rocks. The most impressive rock formations. And an amazing place to explore. It was fascinating. 


Returning home, we enjoyed a lovely morning at the pumpkin trail in the woods. 


A low mist hung over the lake; Clouds making pretty patterns in the sky. 




On Halloween we received more visitors than ever before. I hung my usual decorations on the porch - black bats and cobwebs, and it was so fun to see all the different costumes. Then last weekend we met up with friends at the bonfire. Every year it's an unspoken arrangement, and every year we meet up and have a lovely evening. Perhaps one year I might remember not to wear too many layers, as I got rather warm standing close to the bonfire. 

I have finally got around to crocheting some more squares for my blanket. I think I now have 28 more to make, then they all will need sewing together and edging with several rounds for a border. If I'm lucky, I might get it finished in time for next winter. Now that the weather has turned chilly, I'm having to use the smaller blankets on the bed - but at least I have the cats to keep me warm.

Back soon. 
J. X




















Wednesday, 21 October 2026

Autumn Weekend

I'm going to quietly ignore the gloominess of this morning. The mist and mizzle hung unnecessarily heavy over the fields. Whenever I chance wearing anything less than a jumper, the cold seeps into my bones and leaves me feeling thoroughly miserable. I am now resigned to feeling this way until April, when the warmer days begin to creep back in, and my shoulders remember to relax once more. Such is this time of year - I was clearly built for a milder climate.

That said, at the weekend we enjoyed two of the most glorious days. Perfect autumn weather - the kind that feels so very good for the soul. Crisp, frosty mornings giving way to delightfully warm sunshine as the day progressed. I seized the opportunity to switch off, relax, and soak up some of that autumn gold.



In recent years, we've spent a morning at the pumpkin patch and it makes me so happy that Lily will still indulge me in this tradition. Although in spite of her initial reluctance, I think that she secretly quite enjoys it. Naturally, we arrived good and early - the first through the gates! As time went on there was a steady stream of visitors. Usually, my good intentions of choosing just one or two pumpkins, inevitably finishes up with us returning home with several more than we need. On this occasion, there were five! Not including some tiny, decorative ones. They are now all sitting patiently at the back of the house, waiting to be carved. I'm never the most creative with my designs, favouring a regular old Jack-o'-lantern. Some of the pumpkins will definitely become soup, and I'm really looking forward to toasting the seeds.



Next up, was a woodland wander. The sunlight through the trees painting beautiful patterns upon the forest floor. Leaves drifted to the ground, but just out of reach. Our relaxed pace meant that neither of us were quick enough to catch any as they fell - perhaps another time, or maybe the joy is simply in watching them these days. Sitting on a bench in the sunshine, eating our picnic lunch, was probably the most relaxed I've felt in months. One of life's simple pleasures, which somehow felt out of my grasp for so long. 




The following day, and another favourite walk. Feeling reassurance in familiar surroundings. Getting stronger each day. I even baked some ginger cookies. 

I have a few more days left to work before autumn break. After which I should be back in a more settled routine. It's been a long time coming. 

Back soon. 

J. X


Sunday, 4 October 2026

New Beginnings

Like many of us, I have always looked upon this time of year as a fresh start. I have no doubt that this is a feeling which originated as a result of all those years at school - smart new shoes,  exercise books full of blank pages, and a different classroom to get used to. After a summer of freedom, bare feet and warmth, it was often difficult to adjust to restrictive clothing, routine, and early bed times. But it was all new and incredibly exciting at the same time. 

Since the autumn equinox, there has been a distinct change in the weather. The warmth of the summer has replaced by fresher mornings and evenings. It's getting dark much earlier now, conkers are falling from the trees, and the leaves are beginning to turn. It isn't yet porridge-for-breakfast weather, but it won't be far off. 

In all my years, not a lot has changed, and yet everything feels so different now. Time marches on, and if we're not careful it can overtake us, leaving us stuck in a reality that no longer fits. Lately, I've shaken things up a whole lot. I've looked at my life and realised that just because things have been a certain way for so long, doesn't mean they should remain so. I've made some small changes, and some not so small. And there is still some work to do. It has been challenging to acknowledge those areas that no longer align, but it has been empowering and liberating at the same time. 

I don't think I have ever learned so much about myself, as I have done during these last twelve months. I also hadn't appreciated just how big a burden I had been carrying. But I am relieved to say that I have finally turned that corner. Hurrah!  Now I just need to focus on building up my strength and fitness levels. 

Back soon.

J. X



Saturday, 12 September 2026

Grrr!

Apologies. 

Blogger is not updating my reading list, so I can't see any of your new posts unless I check in with each blog individually. Because of this, it's taking me a lot longer to read blogs and comment. I am still here!

Back soon.

J. X