Autumn Weekend

I'm going to quietly ignore the gloominess of this morning. The mist and mizzle hung unnecessarily heavy over the fields. Whenever I chance wearing anything less than a jumper, the cold gets into my bones and leaves me feeling thoroughly miserable. I am now resigned to feeling this way until April, when the warmer days begin to creep back in, and my shoulders learn to relax once more. Such is this time of year - I was clearly built for a milder climate.

That said, at the weekend we enjoyed two of the most glorious days. Perfect autumn weather - the kind that feels so very good for the soul. Crisp, frosty mornings giving way to delightfully warm sunshine as the day progressed. I seized the opportunity to switch off, relax, and soak up some of that autumn gold.

In recent years, we've spent a morning at the pumpkin patch and it makes me so happy that Lily will still indulge me in this tradition. Although in spite of her initial reluctance, I think that she secretly quite enjoys it. Naturally, we arrived good and early - the first through the gates! As time went on there was a steady stream of visitors. Usually, my good intentions of choosing just one or two pumpkins, inevitably finishes up with us returning home with several more than we need. On this occasion, there were five! Including some tiny, decorative ones. They are now all sitting patiently at the back of the house, waiting to be carved. I'm never the most creative with my designs, favouring a regular old Jack-o'-lantern. Some of the pumpkins will definitely become soup, and I'm really looking forward to toasting the seeds.

Next up, was a woodland wander. The sunlight through the trees painting beautiful patterns on the forest floor. Leaves drifted to the ground, but just out of reach. Our relaxed pace meant that neither of us were quick enough to catch any as they fell - perhaps another time, or maybe the joy is simply in watching them these days. Sitting on a bench in the sunshine, eating our picnic lunch, was probably the most relaxed I've felt in months. One of life's simple pleasures, which somehow felt out of reach for so long. 

The following day, and another favourite walk. Feeling reassurance in familiar surroundings. Getting stronger each day. I even baked some ginger cookies. 

I have a few more days left to work before autumn break. After which I should be back in a more settled routine. It's been a long time coming. 

Back soon. 

J. X

New Beginnings

Like many of us, I have always looked upon this time of year as a fresh start. I have no doubt that this is a feeling which originated as a result of all those years at school - smart new shoes,  exercise books full of blank pages, and a different classroom to get used to. After a summer of freedom, bare feet and warmth, it was often difficult to adjust to restrictive clothing, routine, and early bed times. But it was all new and incredibly exciting at the same time. 

Since the autumn equinox, there has been a distinct change in the weather. The warmth of the summer has replaced by fresher mornings and evenings. It's getting dark much earlier now, conkers are falling from the trees, and the leaves are beginning to turn. It isn't yet porridge-for-breakfast weather, but it won't be far off. 

In all my years, not a lot has changed, and yet everything feels so different now. Time marches on, and if we're not careful it can overtake us, leaving us stuck in a reality that no longer fits. Lately, I've shaken things up a whole lot. I've looked at my life and realised that just because things have been a certain way for so long, doesn't mean they should remain so. I've made some small changes, and some not so small. And there is still some work to do. It has been challenging to acknowledge those areas that no longer align, but it has been empowering and liberating at the same time. 

I don't think I have ever learned so much about myself, as I have done during these last twelve months. I also hadn't appreciated just how big a burden I had been carrying. But I am relieved to say that I have finally turned that corner. Hurrah!  Now I just need to focus on building up my strength and fitness levels. 

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J. X

Grrr!

Apologies. 

Blogger is not updating my reading list, so I can't see any of your new posts unless I check in with each blog individually. Because of this, it's taking me a lot longer to read blogs and comment. I am still here!

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J. X

City Weekend

 

Last weekend, we took ourselves off on a short city break, which turned out to be somewhere quite unexpected. 

It even 'snowed' overnight.

The stores had been decorated for Christmas already.

There had been rumours of night time car chases but, thankfully, there appeared to be a heavy policy presence.

Although they looked inviting, the restaurants must have been closed, as they were completely empty.

And none of the taxis were running.

If you hadn't already realised, we were actually in Glasgow, which is currently being used as a filming location for the next Batman movie. It was incredibly exciting getting to see where the filming was taking place. Not so exciting was me getting some of the 'snow' in my shoes. It was, in fact, salt!

Of course the city has so much more to offer. We couldn't miss the Duke of Wellington statue, complete with not just one, but five traffic cones! We enjoyed wandering around the Gallery of Modern Art, which was so great. Even though I found myself just as fascinated by the coloured windows and the gorgeous stairwell, as in the art itself.  

Our next stop was the beautiful Botanic Gardens, where we were able to enter the huge glass houses, filled with the most gorgeous plants. There were so many to see, and I'm pretty sure we didn't manage to get around all of them. 

The gardens were just as beautiful, with the most colourful flower beds.  We walked along the river, where we were lucky enough to catch sight of a Kingfisher. A real treat, as it had been ages since I'd seen one. 

The following day we spent time walking farther around the city, admiring more of its stunning architecture. Unfortunately, as it was closed, we didn't get to go into the cathedral on this occasion, but we did manage to explore the Necropolis; a large, imposing Victorian Cemetery, filled with elaborate monuments and tombs. From there, we walked towards Glasgow Green, the oldest park in the city (I kept referring to it as Green Park - wrong city!) then back along by the river, returning to the city centre.

It was a really enjoyable weekend, and a much welcome distraction from the challenges I've been up against this year. The last few days have been taken up with health appointments, along with preparations for returning to work and school. I can't believe how quickly the holidays have gone, this year, and even though I'm looking forward to autumn, I'm not ready to let go of summer just yet. 

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J. X