I'm so Glad

 

As far as Octobers go, this one has been rather lovely. Autumn has been spectacular, so far, and Mother Nature certainly knows how to put on a fabulous display. The temperature dropped, almost as soon as the clocks changed, and it's quite reassuring that it all feels perfectly seasonal. I'm beginning to feel much more settled, knowing the wheel is turning exactly as it should. 

I've been off work this week, which has given me the opportunity to get on top of things at home. This always helps me to feel much more rested and in control. The house is clean and tidy once more, and I'm still noticing the benefits of my earlier de-cluttering. I've managed to pass on another two bags to the charity shop, and if Lily doesn't stop growing soon, I'll be having to pass on many more. I still need to decorate, but I think that is more likely to be in the new year now. At least it will feel that bit more manageable, seeing as I won't have as much to work around. 

At the start of the week, we enjoyed a few days away, staying in a lovely little cottage, in a village, near Richmond. Besides one incredibly windy morning, we were so very lucky with the weather. The sun shone every day, and it felt good to spend so much time outdoors. The autumn colours looked stunning, and the riverside circular was so beautiful that we walked it twice! It really didn't have anything to do with the delicious chocolate brownies they served at the cafe, I promise ;) The top photograph is the view from where we were sat.

It felt so relaxing, even though it was for just a few days. I like to get away at this time of year, preferably somewhere that isn't too far to travel. During the daytime we explored the local area, then in the evening we would just cosy in by the fire. Perfect. 

On our journey home, we stopped off by the River Ure, and walked along Aysgarth Falls. Recent rainfall had resulted in a significant amount of water, and the noise from the falls was incredible.

Last night, I accompanied Lily and two of her friends while they went trick-or-treating. Lily went dressed as a black cat, and enjoyed such a great evening. Things have changed so much since I was young, and it's lovely to see children and adults out, having so much fun. Some of the costumes were amazing, not a black bin liner in sight! Not to mention all the Halloween decorations and carved pumpkins! I can just about manage to create a regular Jack-O-Lantern without injuring myself, and that's only when I manage to get it home in one piece (although that curry was delicious). I've cooked up a large pot of soup, and I always make sure to toast some of the seeds to snack on. But I have saved a few, so that we can have a try at growing some of our own pumpkins again, next year. 🎃

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J. X

Settling into Autumn 🍂

 

Over the last few weeks, I've been allowing myself the time to adjust to the changing seasons, and spending as much time as I can outdoors. And apparently, feeling unsettled IS an actual thing. The change of light, temperature and routine can affect our nervous systems. Who knew? Although, it does make perfect sense, now that I think about it. 

And, of course, there has been an abundance of beautiful, 'proper' autumn weather. Bright sunshine, cool, and a little breezy. The leaves are strewn across the lanes and pathways, displaying all their glorious autumn hues. 

And golden hour hits differently at this time of year. The light is just stunning. 

It isn't yet cold enough to be wearing my gloves, but I did feel the need for my woolly hat when we visited the pumpkin patch, just the other week. We had a lovely time searching for the perfect pumpkins. And there were so many to choose from. The field was completely full! 

There were pumpkins of all shapes and sizes. We chose just three. A large one, a medium one and a small one. Unfortunately, the medium one didn't quite survive the journey home...

...so I turned it into a rather tasty pumpkin and lentil curry. I am all about embracing comfort food, this autumn.

The remaining two pumpkins have been kept cool and dry and should still be okay for carving later this week.

We enjoyed a really lovely morning at Acorn Bank, where we sampled some of the many apples that grow in the orchard there. My new favourite is the Egremont Russet, which has an intense, sweet flavour. A pleasant contrast from some of the the bland, tasteless offerings I've been buying from the supermarket lately.

I've also been fortunate to have been given a large bag of apples from my friend's orchard, which is the reason why I've probably eaten far too many crumbles recently. I also baked a really delicious apple and cinnamon cake, which didn't last very long.

During this last week, I've been able to complete a few more crochet squares for my blanket. Even though my progress is slow, crochet is a good way of keeping myself occupied, when I wake up early in the morning. That said, I really would much prefer being able to sleep later than 5am!

In other news, my job role is changing. Yes, again! I have now been asked to take on, full-time, the role which I have been covering on a part-time, temporary basis for the last six months. I've had to give it very careful consideration, as it will mean a permanent change from the position I have been working in, and loved, for many years. But things have changed, and there are certain aspects of my work which I'm no longer enjoying as much as I did previously. So, now I'm looking forward to this next chapter, and to fully embracing this new challenge. 

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J. X

Grounding

I'd just like to say thank you so much for your kind words in response to my previous post. You are all so lovely. The last two weeks, I've been focusing more than ever on my wellbeing. This has included paring back, prioritising, and spending time outdoors, enjoying all that this time of year has to offer. Pretty much everything that I've overlooked recently. It's left me feeling much more calm and in control than I have for a while now. I'm almost certain transitioning from one season to another has also had some sort of effect. For unknown reasons, I often feel jittery and unsettled whenever the seasons begin to shift. Does anyone else get like this?

I've been strict about ensuring that I food shop for the whole week, along with budgeting and meal planning. This saves me valuable time Monday to Friday, when I know I will be kept busy taking care of other things. 

The house is in reasonable order, once again. I dislike it immensely when everything is messy and disorganised. I much prefer a calm, uncluttered space. It's also much easier to keep clean when everything is nice and tidy. The working week is still, undeniably, my busiest time. But keeping on top of the household chores means that I have more time availble on the weekends, which is far better spent outdoors, having fun.

And I've made a plan. It's quite a vague plan, but it's still a plan. There have been plenty of times in my life when I haven't wanted to look too far ahead, but I'm at a stage where I need some sort of direction. Nothing is set in stone, but I have an idea of where I'd like to be in the next five years and the things that I need to achieve in order to make it happen. 

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J. X

Autumn

 

Good morning, friends!  And a very happy autumn to you! I realise I'm a little late to this glorious seasonal party, but life took a rather hectic turn. In fact, it is still very busy, but I now realise that I really need to do something  about it. Being pulled in many directions, all at once, doesn't tend to end well. I'm not quite sure what needs to happen yet, but I'm considering several options.

Work is still going well. I'm enjoying my new role, although trying to get my head around everything is definitely challenging. I still have so much to learn, and the variety means I'm constantly on the go. But I do enjoy the faster pace - maybe not so much when the phones start ringing all at once!

When I'm not at work, I'm usually helping Lily, looking after the house, or caring for my family member. Life is a bit of a juggling act just now. I'm not complaining - honestly! We all know life can be tricky at times. It can also just turn on a sixpence. But something needs to give, before the decision is taken out of my hands. Much like the duck analogy, I'm gliding along the surface of the water, but paddling like crazy beneath. At the weekend, I spent some time talking things over with my friend, which was very cathartic. It also made me realise that I need to make some incredibly tough choices. 

In the meantime, autumn has arrived, and we've enjoyed some exceptionally beautiful days, here. The trees are gearing up for their most stunning display of the year, the mornings are deliciously fresh, and I'm embracing the darker evenings. Woolly blankets are on the sofa once again, and the cats are seeking cosy corners in which to sleep. 

Autumn. A timely reminder that it can be lovely to let things go.

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J. X