Settling into Autumn 🍂

 

Over the last few weeks, I've been allowing myself the time to adjust to the changing seasons, and spending as much time as I can outdoors. And apparently, feeling unsettled IS an actual thing. The change of light, temperature and routine can affect our nervous systems. Who knew? Although, it does make perfect sense, now that I think about it. 

And, of course, there has been an abundance of beautiful, 'proper' autumn weather. Bright sunshine, cool, and a little breezy. The leaves are strewn across the lanes and pathways, displaying all their glorious autumn hues. 

And golden hour hits differently at this time of year. The light is just stunning. 

It isn't yet cold enough to be wearing my gloves, but I did feel the need for my woolly hat when we visited the pumpkin patch, just the other week. We had a lovely time searching for the perfect pumpkins. And there were so many to choose from. The field was completely full! 

There were pumpkins of all shapes and sizes. We chose just three. A large one, a medium one and a small one. Unfortunately, the medium one didn't quite survive the journey home...

...so I turned it into a rather tasty pumpkin and lentil curry. I am all about embracing comfort food, this autumn.

The remaining two pumpkins have been kept cool and dry and should still be okay for carving later this week.

We enjoyed a really lovely morning at Acorn Bank, where we sampled some of the many apples that grow in the orchard there. My new favourite is the Egremont Russet, which has an intense, sweet flavour. A pleasant contrast from some of the the bland, tasteless offerings I've been buying from the supermarket lately.

I've also been fortunate to have been given a large bag of apples from my friend's orchard, which is the reason why I've probably eaten far too many crumbles recently. I also baked a really delicious apple and cinnamon cake, which didn't last very long.

During this last week, I've been able to complete a few more crochet squares for my blanket. Even though my progress is slow, crochet is a good way of keeping myself occupied, when I wake up early in the morning. That said, I really would much prefer being able to sleep later than 5am!

In other news, my job role is changing. Yes, again! I have now been asked to take on, full-time, the role which I have been covering on a part-time, temporary basis for the last six months. I've had to give it very careful consideration, as it will mean a permanent change from the position I have been working in, and loved, for many years. But things have changed, and there are certain aspects of my work which I'm no longer enjoying as much as I did previously. So, now I'm looking forward to this next chapter, and to fully embracing this new challenge. 

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J. X

Grounding

I'd just like to say thank you so much for your kind words in response to my previous post. You are all so lovely. The last two weeks, I've been focusing more than ever on my wellbeing. This has included paring back, prioritising, and spending time outdoors, enjoying all that this time of year has to offer. Pretty much everything that I've overlooked recently. It's left me feeling much more calm and in control than I have for a while now. I'm almost certain transitioning from one season to another has also had some sort of effect. For unknown reasons, I often feel jittery and unsettled whenever the seasons begin to shift. Does anyone else get like this?

I've been strict about ensuring that I food shop for the whole week, along with budgeting and meal planning. This saves me valuable time Monday to Friday, when I know I will be kept busy taking care of other things. 

The house is in reasonable order, once again. I dislike it immensely when everything is messy and disorganised. I much prefer a calm, uncluttered space. It's also much easier to keep clean when everything is nice and tidy. The working week is still, undeniably, my busiest time. But keeping on top of the household chores means that I have more time availble on the weekends, which is far better spent outdoors, having fun.

And I've made a plan. It's quite a vague plan, but it's still a plan. There have been plenty of times in my life when I haven't wanted to look too far ahead, but I'm at a stage where I need some sort of direction. Nothing is set in stone, but I have an idea of where I'd like to be in the next five years and the things that I need to achieve in order to make it happen. 

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J. X

Autumn

 

Good morning, friends!  And a very happy autumn to you! I realise I'm a little late to this glorious seasonal party, but life took a rather hectic turn. In fact, it is still very busy, but I now realise that I really need to do something  about it. Being pulled in many directions, all at once, doesn't tend to end well. I'm not quite sure what needs to happen yet, but I'm considering several options.

Work is still going well. I'm enjoying my new role, although trying to get my head around everything is definitely challenging. I still have so much to learn, and the variety means I'm constantly on the go. But I do enjoy the faster pace - maybe not so much when the phones start ringing all at once!

When I'm not at work, I'm usually helping Lily, looking after the house, or caring for my family member. Life is a bit of a juggling act just now. I'm not complaining - honestly! We all know life can be tricky at times. It can also just turn on a sixpence. But something needs to give, before the decision is taken out of my hands. Much like the duck analogy, I'm gliding along the surface of the water, but paddling like crazy beneath. At the weekend, I spent some time talking things over with my friend, which was very cathartic. It also made me realise that I need to make some incredibly tough choices. 

In the meantime, autumn has arrived, and we've enjoyed some exceptionally beautiful days, here. The trees are gearing up for their most stunning display of the year, the mornings are deliciously fresh, and I'm embracing the darker evenings. Woolly blankets are on the sofa once again, and the cats are seeking cosy corners in which to sleep. 

Autumn. A timely reminder that it can be lovely to let things go.

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J. X

Late Summer

 

Good morning! Okay, so I realise that autumn is only two weeks away now, but I'm not quite ready for pumpkins and crunching leaves just yet. Instead, I'm clinging on to what is left of our summer. And what a fantastic summer it has been, this year. 

Over the last few weeks we've been relishing the sunny days. A visit to the sunflower field, pony trecking on the fellside and swimming in the lakes. I never take for granted the beautiful area which I get to call home.

As we move towards autumn the weather has become much more changeable. We've had plenty of rain, but it has still been pleasantly warm. Yesterday, I cut the grass and began tidying the garden in preparation for the colder months. When I did this last year, it made a huge difference when spring arrived, as I had much less work to do in order to get it looking nice for the summer. I've also bought some bulbs - tulips and alliums - which I will plant some time during the next few days.

This time of year often takes on a rhythm of its own. Mid August is when the shortening daylight hours become more noticeable. Then it's shopping for new shoes, ironing uniforms, and getting bags ready in anticipation of the new school year. Blackberries have been gathered, beetroot is pickled, and our weeks become structured and routine, once more.

So far, work is going well for me. I'm enjoying my new role, and I'm sure that I'll find my feet more as time progresses. And although Lily was a little anxious about returning to school, she has realised it is much the same as last year, only in different classrooms :)

I apologise for being absent from this space and for not being able to leave comments on your blog posts, either. My laptop decided it was all a bit too much, so I had to order a new one. Two weeks after the promised delivery date, I was still waiting, and with no indication of another date, I gave up and cancelled my order. The store has yet to refund me, but in the meantime, I've reset my ancient laptop again - fingers crossed. It is working for the time being, but you never know. 

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J. X