Glimmer

It is still very early as I write this. Dawn is breaking, there is a light dusting of snow on the ground, and I can hear the birds singing, loudly, outside the window. Spring is on the way and it can't come soon enough for me. I don't wish to dwell on things, but it's no secret that I've been experiencing a challenging time, and it has been an incredibly heavy load to carry. Fingers crossed that in another couple of weeks, I will receive the results I've been hoping for and life will return to normal, once again. 

During the week, I found myself almost squealing with delight, as I noticed the lengthening daylight hours. I realise it doesn't happen overnight, but sometimes it actually feels as though it does. For the first time since early November, I could see the edge of the pavement when I left work - yes, I have almost fallen down it on many occasions, and yes, there really should be a streetlight! Something which I believe is getting addressed very soon. 

Having been in a state of hibernation for what has felt like ages now, I was ecstatic to get out walking last weekend. I possibly pushed myself more than I should have under the circumstances, but I can't begin to explain how good it felt. 

The route turned into more of a lengthy adventure, instead of the straightforward hike that had originally been planned. My shins are still covered in some rather impressive bruises from scrambling over the crag, my leg and stomach muscles have finally stopped aching, and my boots have only just dried out. 

But, I felt like I was ALIVE again! 

It was the most wonderful feeling, and I really hope to enjoy more such adventures this year. Although, I may need to invest in some new boots. 

Back soon. 

J. X